soundtrack.

If my life had a soundtrack,
the beat would match that of your heart.
And mine.
A harmony of love and laughter.
A beautiful work of art.
Notes plucked from our heart-strings...
I've never felt so alive as I do...
With you.
The rest of my life,
I pray,
Will include you
Most, if not all, days.
If my life had a soundtrack...
the beat would match that of your heart...and mine.

understanding.

understanding eludes me
like a whisper of smoke in a high wind
i'm still chasing it, though
like a prayer chases God.
i'm searching.
changing.
rearranging.
hoping for brighter days ahead.

hoping for understanding...
and peace of mind.

vows.

I vow to tell the truth.
I vow to be myself.
I vow to be open.
I vow to keep an open mind.
I vow to never judge, lest I be judged.
I vow to love unconditionally.
I vow to never give into hatred.
I vow to try my best.
I vow to never be silent on matters of my heart.
I vow that I will never be the same.
And I'm holding myself to these vows.
Believe me.